I'm fearful of my mind

I'm fearful of my mind


I'm fearful of my mind;
Too many thoughts, so little time to think them.
Racing thoughts, I can’t seem to pick one fast enough.

I'm fearful of my mind;
When I’m depressed, I feel worse everyday.
It makes me feel even more worthless.

I'm fearful of my mind;
Now that I know what’s wrong and read about it.
This new knowledge makes me wan to run and hide.

I'm fearful of my mind;
Knowing that I’ll never be “well”.
I’m almost scared to live, ALMOST!

I'm fearful of my mind;
Of just the way emotions can switch in, switch off.
Going from one extreme to another.

I'm fearful of my mind;
Just ‘cos of it’s “misfiring”.
Their actually “Coming to take me away! Ha Ha”

I'm fearful of my mind;
Because I realize that I am no longer at the wheel.
One Hundred percent of the Time.

I'm fearful of my mind;
Of when I Joked about being psychotic!
Now I am!
…Or am I?

Joe M.
9-7-04