Blurry keyboard.
Eyes crossing.
Staring at the screen too long.
Too many distractions.
Facebook, youtube, google, and eff.
I forgot why I sat at this evil computer.
I know there was something I had to do,
but I had to play these friggin facebook games!
Evil game
easy distracted.
oooo chicken!
Oh I remember now....
Write this!
Joe M.
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
day 3 of 90: Same people different sides
Same people
different sides of the isle
same country
different directions
same rules
different interruptions of them
same leader
different approaches
same goal
different motivations
I don't give a fuck what side you on
if you want to be elected your most likely
a conceded self-centered asshole!
different sides of the isle
same country
different directions
same rules
different interruptions of them
same leader
different approaches
same goal
different motivations
I don't give a fuck what side you on
if you want to be elected your most likely
a conceded self-centered asshole!
Monday, July 26, 2010
Day 2 of 90: I am the Computerman
I am loved when I arrive, but no one wants to see.
I fix problems that no one created.
People love me, People hate to pay me.
I am the computer man!
That's what I am!
"My computer work",
"I need to work"
"I can't get on the network"
TRY TURNING IT ON!!!
I am the computer man!
That's what I am!
I got a virus,
No! I don't look at porn!
No! I don't open spam!
No! I don't have an Anti-virus!
That's what I hear!
That's what I fix!
I am the computer man!
That's what I am!
HD crashes, viruses, blue screen.
When was the last time you defragged your machine?
Get a book, take a class.
Learn something, don't be an ass!
I am the computer man!
That's what I am!
I am the computer man!
I fix problems that no one created.
People love me, People hate to pay me.
I am the computer man!
That's what I am!
"My computer work",
"I need to work"
"I can't get on the network"
TRY TURNING IT ON!!!
I am the computer man!
That's what I am!
I got a virus,
No! I don't look at porn!
No! I don't open spam!
No! I don't have an Anti-virus!
That's what I hear!
That's what I fix!
I am the computer man!
That's what I am!
HD crashes, viruses, blue screen.
When was the last time you defragged your machine?
Get a book, take a class.
Learn something, don't be an ass!
I am the computer man!
That's what I am!
I am the computer man!
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Maybe, just maybe I will not explode!
My mind is too full of
Ideas, Thoughts, and Emptiness.
Too many topics flood my mind all at once.
But the pipes are clogged.
...Time to get the plunger
Just the get the junk out!
Maybe, just maybe I will not explode!
Joe M.
7-25-10
Ideas, Thoughts, and Emptiness.
Too many topics flood my mind all at once.
But the pipes are clogged.
...Time to get the plunger
Just the get the junk out!
Maybe, just maybe I will not explode!
Joe M.
7-25-10
90 in 90
Ok this is the start of my 90 in 90!
90 writings in 90 days!
As you can tell there has been nothing new in years! a lot has happened in my life since then and I have had any poems, writings or nothing!
So I am gonna write 90 poems in 90 days! it is 7-25-10 and 10:36 PST I have not thought of what I am gonna write about yet.. so give me a few minutes! :)
Lates!
Joe
90 writings in 90 days!
As you can tell there has been nothing new in years! a lot has happened in my life since then and I have had any poems, writings or nothing!
So I am gonna write 90 poems in 90 days! it is 7-25-10 and 10:36 PST I have not thought of what I am gonna write about yet.. so give me a few minutes! :)
Lates!
Joe
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
Can't Fall Asleep
Dropping eyes
Getting tired
Falling asleep
Fighting all the way
Drinking caffeine
Not working either
Take a run
Now more tired
Won’t give up (just yet)
Watch violence
Commit violence
No help
Just a temporary rush
Listen to Rush
No luck it’s a bust
Just give up
Lay down
Can’t fall asleep!
DAMNIT!
Getting tired
Falling asleep
Fighting all the way
Drinking caffeine
Not working either
Take a run
Now more tired
Won’t give up (just yet)
Watch violence
Commit violence
No help
Just a temporary rush
Listen to Rush
No luck it’s a bust
Just give up
Lay down
Can’t fall asleep!
DAMNIT!
Not any more
I had to be high!
I use to need to be high!
I wanted to be high!
Not any more…
There’s time when I want to,
I will not lie!
But drugs I will not buy!
I prefer soberity,
At the clinic I am a minority.
That’s fine.
I have my mind (What’s left of it!)
And that’s all I need!
Joe M.
10-15-04
I use to need to be high!
I wanted to be high!
Not any more…
There’s time when I want to,
I will not lie!
But drugs I will not buy!
I prefer soberity,
At the clinic I am a minority.
That’s fine.
I have my mind (What’s left of it!)
And that’s all I need!
Joe M.
10-15-04
Yellow Slurpee?
The cold night air.
The ground wet.
The chill in the cold rain,
But not yet snow.
Just slush.
Like a slurpee without the flavor.
…Unless it’s yellow!
Joe M.
10-15-04
The ground wet.
The chill in the cold rain,
But not yet snow.
Just slush.
Like a slurpee without the flavor.
…Unless it’s yellow!
Joe M.
10-15-04
Too Many Meds
Pill popping freaks on the thin line of insanity;
On a legal high.
Anti-Depressed,
Anti-Psychoticed
Produces numb robots.
Just the way they like us.
Not minding that we are flocked in to buying
Into a health care system of the rich.
To buy pills that we don’t need.
To buy in to procedures that we don’t need.
To use money that we don’t got.
All the so the rich can have their way with us!
Joe M.
10-14-04
On a legal high.
Anti-Depressed,
Anti-Psychoticed
Produces numb robots.
Just the way they like us.
Not minding that we are flocked in to buying
Into a health care system of the rich.
To buy pills that we don’t need.
To buy in to procedures that we don’t need.
To use money that we don’t got.
All the so the rich can have their way with us!
Joe M.
10-14-04
Thursday, October 14, 2004
HELP!
The act of smiling when
Looking at this world
Is a chore!
When people do;
It just goes to show that they are obvious
On how fucked up the world actually is.
If they know they are good at acting sane!
Because you can’t smile at this world and claim sanity!
I can’t ‘cos my world is fucked.
Where I live is fucked.
My life is fucked.
I feel like I have been fucked.
(…and not in a good way!)
I need to somehow change my world.
Somehow I need to change my life.
I can’t think of a way to change
…man, I really need help!
HELP!?!
anyone out there?
HELLO?????
figures….
J. Mesirow
10-11-04
Looking at this world
Is a chore!
When people do;
It just goes to show that they are obvious
On how fucked up the world actually is.
If they know they are good at acting sane!
Because you can’t smile at this world and claim sanity!
I can’t ‘cos my world is fucked.
Where I live is fucked.
My life is fucked.
I feel like I have been fucked.
(…and not in a good way!)
I need to somehow change my world.
Somehow I need to change my life.
I can’t think of a way to change
…man, I really need help!
HELP!?!
anyone out there?
HELLO?????
figures….
J. Mesirow
10-11-04
Waste of Paper
Looking for inspiration to wrote
Thinking back to my numerous past writings
Thinking of what inspired me then
Music, life, the world around me,
..And the need ‘crank ‘em out’ for creating writing class
I think, I think, I Look out, and then think some more.
A blank
That’s all I’m getting
No thoughts, no ideas, no inspiration.
So now all I have is this page of rambling
A page that could have been used for;
Something meaningful,
Something witty,
Something intelligent,
Something worth while.
But it is not,
So it will just be
Just another wasted piece of paper!
Joe M.
10-7-04
Thinking back to my numerous past writings
Thinking of what inspired me then
Music, life, the world around me,
..And the need ‘crank ‘em out’ for creating writing class
I think, I think, I Look out, and then think some more.
A blank
That’s all I’m getting
No thoughts, no ideas, no inspiration.
So now all I have is this page of rambling
A page that could have been used for;
Something meaningful,
Something witty,
Something intelligent,
Something worth while.
But it is not,
So it will just be
Just another wasted piece of paper!
Joe M.
10-7-04
Held Back
Fighting for love,
Fighting for peace,
Fighting from your last love.
Watching her move forward,
After I stepped back.
When I try to move forward,
I feel held back.
It’s myself that is doing it.
It’s myself that won’t let me go forward.
I know it’s my mind that is holding me back.
I look back to before I met her,
I was just as lonely as I am now
I have problems talking to women. (Thanks mom!)
I have problems not scaring women. (Thanks mom!)
I just need to act “Normal”
Now that I’m getting and suppose to get more help.
Maybe, just maybe.
I will not be alone for the rest of my life.
Joe M.
10-7-04
Fighting for peace,
Fighting from your last love.
Watching her move forward,
After I stepped back.
When I try to move forward,
I feel held back.
It’s myself that is doing it.
It’s myself that won’t let me go forward.
I know it’s my mind that is holding me back.
I look back to before I met her,
I was just as lonely as I am now
I have problems talking to women. (Thanks mom!)
I have problems not scaring women. (Thanks mom!)
I just need to act “Normal”
Now that I’m getting and suppose to get more help.
Maybe, just maybe.
I will not be alone for the rest of my life.
Joe M.
10-7-04
Thank you IDIOT!
Hurry, Hurry! Step right up!
Watch the average citizen jump through hoops!
Watch the twist and turn
At the whim of their Paperwork Gatekeeper.
Watch their lives hang in the balance
To the point of almost starvation!
Or even worse…
Live on the streets!
I know a person, who has put so much money in the system,
He is now homeless, since his business failed from over taxation!
Now all he gets is $141.00 for food! No Housing, NOTHING!
As we watch the rich get richer,
And the poor watch the rich in T.V.
The drug companies charge more the anti-depressants
Just to make us MORE DEPRESSED!
As financial help slips past those who actually need it!
The reason is our deficit that the IDIOT created!
THANK YOU!
Just remember he is JUST 21 IQ points smarter that a retard!
Joe M.
Watch the average citizen jump through hoops!
Watch the twist and turn
At the whim of their Paperwork Gatekeeper.
Watch their lives hang in the balance
To the point of almost starvation!
Or even worse…
Live on the streets!
I know a person, who has put so much money in the system,
He is now homeless, since his business failed from over taxation!
Now all he gets is $141.00 for food! No Housing, NOTHING!
As we watch the rich get richer,
And the poor watch the rich in T.V.
The drug companies charge more the anti-depressants
Just to make us MORE DEPRESSED!
As financial help slips past those who actually need it!
The reason is our deficit that the IDIOT created!
THANK YOU!
Just remember he is JUST 21 IQ points smarter that a retard!
Joe M.
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
The Blame Game
Welcome to "The Blame Game”!
Where nobody takes responsibility for their actions.
They blame others,
They deflect the truth, and hide behind a, “I told him”
Welcome to "The Blame Game”!
Where there are only excuses, not work.
They only spread doubt,
They only spread lies,
And hide behind their lame excuses,
Even in our advanced state of the world,
There are still liars in the government.
(Doubtful that will ever change!)
There are still corporate whores.
(Who will do anything to climb the ladder!)
There are tele-evangelists who make you buy your soul.
(Which was sold to the highest bidder years ago!)
Now imagine a world with out these idiots.
It is a pleasant thought? Hua?
Unfortunealy murder is something people frown on.
You should instead get a medal!
Joe M.
9-28-04
Where nobody takes responsibility for their actions.
They blame others,
They deflect the truth, and hide behind a, “I told him”
Welcome to "The Blame Game”!
Where there are only excuses, not work.
They only spread doubt,
They only spread lies,
And hide behind their lame excuses,
Even in our advanced state of the world,
There are still liars in the government.
(Doubtful that will ever change!)
There are still corporate whores.
(Who will do anything to climb the ladder!)
There are tele-evangelists who make you buy your soul.
(Which was sold to the highest bidder years ago!)
Now imagine a world with out these idiots.
It is a pleasant thought? Hua?
Unfortunealy murder is something people frown on.
You should instead get a medal!
Joe M.
9-28-04
Election Re-Engineering
Incompliant idiots.
In a one party system,
Masquerading as a 2 party system.
Time to pick your favorite flunky!
In ’04 your choices are;
Someone barely smarter than a retard,
or someone who can’t make up his mind.
Someone who is getting revenge for his daddy,
or someone who did not win the medal toss event.
Someone that looks like a monkey,
or someone who acts like one. (Shit flinger)
In November cast your vote for your choice of idiots!
If you don’t vote;
Don’t bitch!
And Shut up!
Joe M.
9-20-04
In a one party system,
Masquerading as a 2 party system.
Time to pick your favorite flunky!
In ’04 your choices are;
Someone barely smarter than a retard,
or someone who can’t make up his mind.
Someone who is getting revenge for his daddy,
or someone who did not win the medal toss event.
Someone that looks like a monkey,
or someone who acts like one. (Shit flinger)
In November cast your vote for your choice of idiots!
If you don’t vote;
Don’t bitch!
And Shut up!
Joe M.
9-20-04
Sunday, September 26, 2004
"Reality"
The word “Reality” should be in quotes
Because everyone’s “Reality” is different.
You don’t need to read or take notes.
It is obvious, even twins “Reality” is different.
Different prople,
Different thoughts,
Different “Realities”
Different ideas of what is “Normal”
It also should be quoted!
Everyone has a different interption of sanity.
The line between sane and insane
Is as small as a point of a needle.
The cound be the reason why the sane use drugs!
I tried anything to calm me down,
make me smile,
feel what I thought was “Normal”
Now with legal drugs,
My mind has slowed down.
I don’t know what I feel
I don’t feel much anymore anyway
I can’t say I am dumb
‘Cos I feel pain.
Nothing to lift me again.
Except a better “Reality”
Joe M.
9-16-04
Because everyone’s “Reality” is different.
You don’t need to read or take notes.
It is obvious, even twins “Reality” is different.
Different prople,
Different thoughts,
Different “Realities”
Different ideas of what is “Normal”
It also should be quoted!
Everyone has a different interption of sanity.
The line between sane and insane
Is as small as a point of a needle.
The cound be the reason why the sane use drugs!
I tried anything to calm me down,
make me smile,
feel what I thought was “Normal”
Now with legal drugs,
My mind has slowed down.
I don’t know what I feel
I don’t feel much anymore anyway
I can’t say I am dumb
‘Cos I feel pain.
Nothing to lift me again.
Except a better “Reality”
Joe M.
9-16-04
Welcome hypo-mania
No longer depressed,
Quasi-Happy.
A welcome change from depression.
MAN LIFE SUCKED!
Almost 3 years swinging on that pole!
But now I feel
The old Sarcastic, hyper, scatterbrain
Is coming back!
Welcome hypo-mania!
Let’s see how Lithium can kill my happy mood!
Now to take a hard look at my emotions.
Just so I can Identify my prodomial symptoms.
Just in case I go Mania full on!
Not just mania-lite!
However, ANYTHING IS BETTER THAN DEPRESSION!
Joe M.
9-9-04
Quasi-Happy.
A welcome change from depression.
MAN LIFE SUCKED!
Almost 3 years swinging on that pole!
But now I feel
The old Sarcastic, hyper, scatterbrain
Is coming back!
Welcome hypo-mania!
Let’s see how Lithium can kill my happy mood!
Now to take a hard look at my emotions.
Just so I can Identify my prodomial symptoms.
Just in case I go Mania full on!
Not just mania-lite!
However, ANYTHING IS BETTER THAN DEPRESSION!
Joe M.
9-9-04
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